If you're happy and you know it—let me know.

A couple of days ago, I was bemoaning my life, etc. to someone I haven't seen in awhile and their response to me was:  "Life is a struggle.  I don't know anyone who isn't struggling."

Is this true? 

The very idea of stuggling forever isn't very comforting or uplifting.

I'm a Pisces and eternally optimistic, so I don't want to believe it.  I think that maybe the happy, contented people are avoiding my friend who is struggling and that's why they don't know each other. 

Surely, there is someone out there who is happy.  If you are—please let me know.  I would love to hear from you.

They say that ignorance is bliss, so is our dissatisfaction because we know too much?

Peace out.

Sleeping less and enjoying it more.

Finally moving past some heavy depression. 

For a couple of weeks, I was having an impossibly hard time falling asleep and then I was sleeping away most of the next day. 

The past couple of nights though, I have had some very vivid, but very pleasant dreams.  It appears I'm subconsciously feeling more hopeful.  And life does go on.

One Holiday Down -- One to Go

I managed to make it through Thanksgiving, inspite of everything that has been going on with me.  I said goodbye to my oldest cat last week--very sad.  Hopefully, I am moving forward now, and will resist looking back.

The weather was exceptionally nice for the big Macy's T'Day Parade, so, a good time was had by all.  I will wait until Monday to get back to my usual routine of chores and errands and just try to clear off my desk, catch up on the shredding for the recycling and purge more clutter.  Life does go on and we still have to deal with it!

I cleaned out a lot of unnecessary files on my computer, and now it seems to be running faster and much more smoothly.  Don't let technology get the best of you!!

There is a good probability I will be selling items on eBay soon.  Here is my eBay "Me" page that will give you some of my history on eBay and also a better idea of what is going on with me:  http://tiny.cc/eBay_Me_Page  I will let you know when I have some listings.

Talk soon..............

Saturday, rainy Saturday

Listening to Diana Krall on Pandora. Wow--she really captures the mood.

Trying a new white wine tonight and making homemade chicken soup with vegetables and German kluski egg noodles.  Should turn out to be a nuturing, comfort-food evening.

My spoiled brat cats woke me up several times during the night last night, but now they're zonked out.  Thanks a lot.  If I could sleep on their schedule, life would be perfect.

Heading for the kitchen now....................

P.S.:  The homemade chicken soup and the Chardonnay were mmm, mmm, good!!

P.P.S.:  It's still raining. LOL.

If it's not one thing, it's another

Well, time has really gotten away from me. Everyday it's another chore that has been waiting for awhile and is past due to be completed.

My biggest time consumer is taking care of my cat family that are all rescued street cats.  Making sure that my living environment and theirs is clean and comfortable is a lot of work!!  My oldest has diabetes which requires insulin twice a day.  He has been doing very well, but for some reason, out of the blue, he was throwing up in the bathroom just before I tried to go to bed.  That was new, but unsettling.  One of the younger boys is hyper anyway and very attached to my oldest, so he got all worked up and I had to give him something to calm down.  Stress, left unchecked, eventually turns into something far worse, so that is something that I always want to nip in the bud. 

Then, only about an hour later, there was a traffic accident right in front of my apt. building.  Gee whiz--screeching and crashing.  A very large bread truck was left of center (it appeared) and a yellow cab tried to get out of his way and turned sharply to the right and smashed into a parked car.  What a mess.  I didn't think I was ever going to get settled down again.

Oh well....life in the big city.

The trials and tribulations of modern technology

My Internet (DSL) connection has been giving me fits!!  For the past week, the connection has just been dropping off intermittently and then I have to log on again.  I have tried everything I can think of, but it seems to work when it wants to and not work when it is not in the mood.  I'm actually starting to think it might be Windows, since it seems to be the most sluggish when I open more than one window at a time.  Great!  Time for an upgrade of my computer, I guess.

I just tried to buy something on eBay, but my connection hung me up and so, you guessed it, I missed the bid.  I always tell myself that "things always work out for the best,"  and in this case, maybe that was true.  Most of the day, I debated as to whether or not I should bid on a fairly expensive item that I don't need, but just wanted to get to complete a set that I have started.  And the closer I got to the end of the auction, I actually started to feel uncomfortable.  The other advice that I always try to follow is:  "when in doubt--don't."  That was not the only one they made, so hopefully, I will see an even better price on the same item sometime in the future when I can better afford it.

Thank you eBay Angels!

Cleaning and purging progressing

Yes—I am making progress, I'm happy to say. It greatly improves your attitude when your living space is more civilized!!

I'm feeling much better

I watched something funny on TV last night and tried to put the bad day out of my head.  Had a good night's sleep and woke up feeling productive again. Thank goodness. Yesterday was a total bust!

Lots of things need to be done everyday, so I can't afford set backs anymore.  I'm getting better at handling difficult people.  What a life............

Autumn is Arriving

Got paid for that big data input job that I did, deposited the check and went shopping for a few odds and ends that I have been needing. Purchased a couple of items on eBay that I have been "watching" for awhile, and the cats got a new toy! LOL

Having enough money really makes life a lot more relaxing.

The weather in NYC has been awesome--75 degrees and sunny. It is the last day of Summer and Colorado got there first snow storm today! Whoa. I'm not ready for that yet.

Finally, I can sleep peacefully

I have been working on a very long and boring freelance project that has dragged on for a couple of weeks. Some days, I didn't work on it at all because I just didn't want to look at it anymore.

Anyway, it is finally finished and now I can get some guilt-free sleep. Before, I was staying awake all night and sleeping all day because I was so depressed about the project. There were over a thousand questionnaires for a total of more than 25,000 entries of data that I had to transfer onto an Excel spreadsheet. But.........IT'S DONE. Hallelujah!!!!

So, good night!